My Princess Diary

Experience study 'Over the Sea'

Unknown October 28, 2017 0 Comments

Hey beautiful reader, so today I want to share about my experience study 'over the sea'.. Everyone have their own University target which is like USM, UKM, UM, UPM and so on.. This group of University is the hottest and the main target from majority of Malaysian students.. Same goes to me.. But I never expect or target to further my study 'over the sea'.. Wait, don't miss understand with this statement.. What I mean with 'Over the sea' is Sarawak not Australia or Harvard.. haha..

When the first time I know about this, I was really shock especially my parent.. I never imaging to further my study which is far away from my family.. Before this I reject to go to matriculation because its far in Kelantan.. But now I can't because if I reject this I will never have any opportunity to further my degree.. So I said to my parent that I want to try this time..

I came to Sarawak for a first time.. The plane is landed and I go into Kuching International Airport.. Before exit the airport you have to report your information at immigration and custom check in.. For student which is not from Sarawak or Sabah, you have to prepare a blue passport that only RM 5.. The University will arrange your visa after you register and enter the University.. So don't worry about your visa.. If you don't know you should prepare passport for enter Sarawak its okay.. You can make it at Kuching Immigration center.. So after finish process in airport, we go check in to our hotel..

The next day was the registration day.. I prepare my certificate and form so that the registration process are going smoothly.. When I see UiTM Samarahan entrance my heart was beating faster.. I nervous because ya you know enter a new place that far away from my place with the difference language that I can't understand.. I want cry but I don't want my parent worry about me.. So I pretend that everything is alright.. Don't worry mak everything is okay..

After register my course, I have to go to Seri Serapi for registering my hostel.. I got my room key.. At that time I'm just pray that my roommate was okay and fun.. My parent at that time have to go back because their flight was in afternoon.. I was crying and can't handle it but not in front of them.. I don't want they worry about me.. I enter the room and see my roommate.. Alhamdulilah everything is okay.. But the first problem that I get is language that been use.. Kamek Kitak Kamek Kitak.. At first its quite hard but after you learn you get it and feel interest to it..

I have fun at here.. Time go quickly and now I'm in my third semester.. Just four more semester to handle it and then I can go back.. hahahha.. Pray for me.. XOXO

Stress Over the Top

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To be a student is not easy.. Seriously.. To put the effort to fight with other student is really hard .. Honestly, I'm not really good and smart in study compare to others.. So to be in the same level with them, I have to do something which is I have to put an extra effort.. In some level, I feel totally lost my energy because I feel so tired with University environment.. Extra work, assignment, presentation and test is make my brain going to explode.. huhhhhh !!

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But I can't point this anger to other people.. This is what I want, what I choose.. I choose to came here to Sarawak for taking my degree.. What I have start I have to end it.. For sure right now I do for my future, for my parent and myself.. I will make my family proud of me.. But right now the first step is I have to calm, don't be to stress and finish it one by one.. Get you phone and call to your lover which is my mom and listen to her advice.. Trust me, your mom voices can reduce your stress and make you more calm.. Stress is just make your work became more complicated and can't solve it.. So just istifar, remember your family that always support you and the most importance is remember Allah.. All is well.. Take a deep breath.. Bismillah..

What should i be will be?

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When I was just a little girl,

I ask my mother, what will I be will be?

Will I be pretty? Will I be rich?

Here's what she said to me:

Que Sera, sera,

Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours to see

Que Sera, sera

What will be, will be

Dorris Day- Que sera sera

That was the song that I'll sing whenever I'm thing what will happen to me for next chapter in my life.. After graduated, there will be many question in your mind.. Although graduated from primary or secondary school even though from University, you will question to yourself.. what will happen to me? What should I do for the next level in my life? Should I extend my study? Should I work? Or should I just rilex, have some fun, grab my things and just go for vacation.. Say good bye to the crazy world.. hahahaha..

But its not easy as that.. This situation ever happen to me.. After i graduated as SPM candidate, I was like living in my own heaven.. I'm just stay in my room, lay in my bad and watching movie.. That's all.. hahahah.. But its not be hold for a long time.. The question came one by one after every people around me start asking what will you do after this Nabilah? You should continue your study. The question not just stop at that part. Its continue until where should you study? what should you take? bla bla bla..

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For someone that no have planning in their life, like me, hihi, its actually burden me. Im still 'fresh' at that time.. I never stay out from my house for a long period time, leaving my family and i never ever thing to do that. For me this is s**k situation in my life.. I know my mom know that I dont want to stay far away from her.. I know she don't want it happen too.. but as a mother she want the best for her daughter..

After SPM result came out, alhamdulilah my result is pretty good but not as good as the other students that have straight A.. So I got offer from UiTM and Pasir Puteh, Kelantan matriculation programs.. Guest what?! I just rejected the offer *shock face*.. haha! I'm taking Form 6 in SMK Buloh Kasap, Segamat, Johor.. The major reason is i don't want to stay far from my family.. haha.. I know you will say that you are stupid Nabilah.. But I don't care.. For me Do what you do not what people say.So alhamdulilah I'm already graduated and right now I'm continue my study in Uitm Samarahan and insyaallah will graduate in year 2019.. Pray for me guys!